written by Perfectly Flawed
Thank you condition we had some good times
Days when I was really in-control
Days when I felt superior
Days when I felt almost whole
Thank you condition we had some good times
But the good times never lasted
Nor did they make me feel whole
The momentary euphoria
The short lived sense of achievement
They all lasped and I wondered
‘Is this it?
‘No this can’t be it, surely there has to be more?’
This isn’t it, there is indeed more.
Thank you condition but we had times that weren’t so good
You didn’t like the murmurs of more and you silenced my soul
You were hurt and confused
You were angry and I believed rightly so
So we made a pact and back on the wagon we would go
Around and around we would stay
Repeating patterns in new found ways
Chasing highs and the unobtained
Neither one of us really willingly to let the other go
So the rocky road we entertained
Environments changed and with me you remained
Thank you condition but I’ve been thinking again
And I don’t think this is love
My hearts been heavy and my head gets sore
I think you see it too and I think you will agree
That this was just never meant to be
Thank you condition for the lessons
And misguided love
It’s time to part and that makes me scared
I won’t forget you and I won’t berate you
And I hope that at peace we will be
Theres a life waiting for me but it’s a life that in you can no longer be.
